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| This was my profile for awhile, but id rather have lyrics on there, so its gonna be on here now:
Dear Fuckers,
Im about tired of all your bullshit about me being such a slut.
Im tired of yall getting into my business. Im tired of yall
making up lies & believing them. Im still trying to figure
out what i did to make everyone so mad at me that they would spread so
much shit about me. Is it just an easy thing to talk about?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT?!?! I think its pretty
damn sad yall go to everyone else when it comes to my life.
Shouldnt i be the one who knows? Are you too afraid to know what
REALLY happen? Cuz its just so damn fun when theres this big
crazy story? Well is it even your business of what i do in the
first place?! What if everytime you did anything, by the next
week everyone knew. And it wasnt even a fraction of the truth,
but still everyone believed it. No one would tell you about
it. But everyone knew, but you. Its not fair its NO ONES
business but yours, Its NOT EVEN TRUE, and yet you still cant do
anything to stop it. Im still trying to figure out how to stop
it, or even help it. My friends tell me "its only high school,
you wont even think about it in 3 years." Well guess what, thats
3 fucking years i dont wanna deal with this shit. But somehow
this is gonna stop. Ill even make up a fake girl named Bernice.
Shes a HUGE slut. Will that keep yall away from talking about
people? Now all i ask is to just stop talking and spreadin shit
you dont know about, AND ISNT EVEN YOUR BUSINESS! And if you DO
hear something, 1) Remember who the fuck said it (and tell me) and 2)
Ask them if they know its true, who they heard it from, if the person
theyve heard it from knows it for a fact, and tell them to fuckin ask
me if its true. Ill fuckin tell you the truth, and im the only
damn person you should believe.
Take Care,
Sam | | |
| Hey there, i was feeling kinda like i needed to express my feelings once more .. through my xanga .. -_- so here we go ..
All of this bullshit is still going on, the whole calling me a slut thing, now come on people, do you really care THAT much? I mean im still not quite sure why everyone cares about the stuff that i do much less get mad at me! Ok listen to this ... ME and some one do something .. yep sounds right ... and then random people who HEAR about stuff, that MIGHT be a fraction of the truth, get MAD at me for it ... ?? .. now im talking littereally here .. they get pissed as HELL at me .. because ive done something that doesnt concern them what so ever, its not hurting them, its not hurting anyone but the 2 people involved .. your old enough to know how many that is .. one two .. uno dos .. un duex ... uno due .. odin dva .. ek do ... een twee .. ichi ni. Anyways .. it DOESNT make ANY sense. And i didnt believe that people could be that immature to talk and get mad about shit as stupid as "who hooked up this weekend" until i hear that a bunch of my really good friends really dont like me what so ever. I admit i do talk about people, but i dont TELL people about stuff that ive heard .. i ASK them if its true .. or i correct peoples misconceptions, its not like im saying oh yeah so and so has STDs .. yeah bitches im clean no matter what youve heard .. im ESPECIALLY pissed that people make these out of control stories that dont even start from truth .. and then people believe them .. and base me on that. Shit like ive gotten a train ran on me .. i mean PLLEASSEEE tell me you guys arent nieve enough to believe that!! Im sure that half of the school has done everything and more than what i have done .. they just dont have people who are just waiting to tell everyone they know, and over time, more people start making up their OWN stories ... But what am i supposed to do about it? About any of it? How am i supposed to tell everyone that could have been a potential friend that im really not like what theyve heard .. i mean i just imagine how many people i know .. against how many people im friends with .. against how many people fucking talk at our school . and then i realize that most-all of the people who i havent met face to face sure as hell knows about some girl named sam whos done all this shit with every guy she sees. ITS BULLSHIT!! People shouldnt have the god damn right to say whatever they want about other people, you dont realized how much it can hurt a fucking person just by making 1 comment to someone, in high school there really are no secrets, no matter how many times you say "dont tell so and so but .." THE FIRST THING THEIR GONNA FUCKING DO IS TELL THAT PERSON! Your really on your own, watch your back, im sure people who you think are your really good friends wouldnt do shit for you if you were REALLY in trouble... ok getting off subject... but just stop fucking spreading shit about not only me, but other people, you dont understand how absolutely horrible and nerveracking it is to constantly be thinking about what your best friend REALLY thinks about you, you end up not trusting anyone, questioning anything, and thats just too much for a high school chick. You shouldnt have to work hard to make people like you and make sure you have a good time being careless, it should be that .. careless, but instead people spend most of their time making sure none of their friends have talked about them behind their back, and making sure no one finds out about what theyve done, and its not the person whos "done" 's fault, its the rest of the people who care to much and make it everyones business that, that person decided to make a choice that the majority of the people dont cosider "right" .. thats prolly really confusing but thats what it is .. its the majority picking on the minority .. if most of the kids at school were to be open with having sex .. it would be the other way around, but since im the minority, i get the bad end and have to deal with the majority telling me what the fuck they think about my decisions.. im only telling yall this to show how much i care, so maybe youll care enough to stop gossiping so much about things that really shouldnt matter to you, but hurt the person its about SO AMAZINGLY MUCH. Im sure yall are not noticing that you could go on without talking about what you heard this person did, but all while your still talking about it .. its crushing that person lil by lil everytime you do, think about how what your saying could seriously effect that person, and then maybe youll help that person out a lot more...
Just some deep thoughts i have been .. thinking .. i hope yall can relate to what im saying .. or atleast understand enough to think about who your harming ... ill leave you with this wonderful thought provoking quote ..
"Every Betrayal Begins with Trust"
-FarmHouse
--PHISH
PS. if you read it ALL, please leave me a comment, about what you think, i dont care if its mean or sweet, i need to know what you think! | | |
| Ive been told to update .. so youve prolly already guessed it ..
UPDATE!
White Grapes ROCK!
OH and dont you hate it when your mom wont let you eat your favorite snacks cuz "theyre for your lunch" , when really she just wants to eat them all when your at school eating your SUCKY lunch!
And Kristen let me in on a lil secret .. Ms. Mucci talks behind out backs! she told her class that us 2nd PD people were being mean to the Mexican exchange student kids .. i mean come on theres 2 mexican guys sitting in the back of our class talking in spanish and laughing .. what are we gonna do?!
I dropped my phone in the toilet .. its fine though ... thanks to my dad whos determinded on never buying me a new phone, but instead spending 400$ on a plasma flat screen TV for his BATHROOM! cuz he cant see or hear his in his room thats 6 feet away from his bathroom ...
Pray Wish Hope whatever for all the people in LA MS & south AL, instead of blaming what the government COULD have done to prevent the flooding, why dont we just spend more time and money on helping it STOP flooding...
We have thousands of people in Iraq helping out .. We sent tons of money over to Sri Lanka when that Tsunami hit .. and yet when we have a disaster in America, no other country seems to help, while were overwhelmed with all this other shit were doing, and so many other people bitching IN America about what we could have done, its turning the disaster into a bigger mess.
Another thing is .. when 9/11 happened, how many people banded together to help out, and it was like the US was the utpoia country with everyone helping everyone, but with Katrina, not as many people are supporting the relief. And i think my Psycology teacher made a really good point, its because all the people who are left there, are the people who couldnt AFFORD to get out, theyre the less fourtunate black people of LA, unlike the World Trade Centers which were thiriving places for rich white workers .. as bad as it sounds, it actually makes sense ...
...just some thoughts ive been having recently ... thought id share with yall, feel free to disagree, im thinking about joining the debate team .. so be my guest and help me practice :)
*~SaM~* | | |
| I feel left out cuz i dont have my wonderful school schedule up on my profile or xanga .. so here we go ..
HomeRoom :: Quintella
1 :: Physical Science w. Ms.Conway (big word for retarded classs' science)
2 :: Spanish 2 w. Ms.Mucci (my ONLY advanced class)
3 :: Algebra 1B w. Coach Young
4 :: Heath w. Coach Balentine
5 :: US. World History w. Coach Franks
2nd Lunch
6 :: Pshychology w. Ms. Brennan
7 :: English 10 w. Ms. Martin
YAY!! .. -_-
Keep it Crunk!
*~SaM~*
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| Ok FINALLY im gonna update!!
After being grounded for a week (kinda) I went shopping in Nashville and went to 6 flags with my dad so it wasnt that bad at all.
THURSDAY: Holly & Jennifer came over to have a middle of the day PJ party cuz we didnt feel like getting all dolled up to hang out with the girls. So they came over and we watched Man of the House and ate a lot. We got bored and decided to go over to Hollys, got all dolled up over there to go hang out with Phil and Wesley (dont ask us why) we chilled with them around the cove for awhile. And then realized that it was the second to last offical day of summer. We HAD to have a damn good day. So we went home round 10 30 to get some sleep. Well i watched Meet the Fockers till 1 30.
FRIDAY: My mom woke me up at 8 45 (our plan was to wake up early and stay out late) and Holly got up on time, but the boys were awfully bitchy when i called to wake them up. We went over to Phils pretty early, Wesley whooped my ass in SSX Tricky. Then we headed off to The River < yeah its special. We got like across the street and decided we werent gonna make it 3 miles to The River. So we walked to Publix, got something to drink and called Mrs. Kluka for a ride. Once we got to The River Ryan & Collin were alredy there, so we chilled with them. There were 2 rope swings, one WAAAYY up in a tree that i was scared shitless to go up, and one on the side of the river. I was gonna go off the side but they said i had to go off this stupid lil wooden wobbley stand, i got up on it and Phil said "ok now just jump and lift up your feet .. haha this should be funny.." and that didnt make me feel very safe, so i pussied out of that one too. So i safely swam for like 4 hours. It was fun, Will just showed up out of no where. And then Jenny finally showed up, we had a party, and we got to see some white man ass. It was getting tiering so we walked home, 3 miles, scoarching heat, all anyone could talk about was how good China Cok sounded and how hot it was out, we had a good time haha. We got to Phils ate some Watermellon then played some RoadRage, they say i suck at it, but i think its just the technique they werent used to. Then Wesley left and we got hungry from all that Cok Talk (oh it rhymes) So Phillip made us like 30 pancakes, i was eating them as fast as they cooked them but Holly and Phillip "had to wait for a whole stack" Well we ate, Bentley (his dog) showed us some tricks then we went to the pool, saw people, i was amazingly bored, and so i came home bout an hour ago.
wow sorry that was so long, it was just so fun, well atlest the beginning of the day.
2 days till school, im more nervous than anything, half the people are saying that 10th is easier than 9th and half are saying that its much harder. Either way i KNOW theres gonna be some drama ... this summer left me pretty drama free, so i think im ready to have another go.
Well im out
Keep it Crunk!
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